Sunday, August 25, 2019

"you don't know what you've got till it's gone."


              Have you ever had one of those moments that forces you to fundamentally reconsider your goals?  I had such a moment last week.  It was a sad and joyful realization—the kind that makes you happy you have found the truth but sad it took you so long to get there.

              I have spent the last 5 years seeking group wargaming opportunities—mostly through war machine and Warhammer 40k.  I caught the original bug at a hole-in-the wall gaming store 16 years ago.  I loved learning every aspect of the game from the challenge of matching wits with my opponent to the hobbying side to the world lore.  That initial foray into competitive wargaming grew into a thirst for high-level play that I have sought to slake ever since.
I should point out here that wanting something doesn’t make the desire reasonable, actionable, or achievable.  It is all-too easy to rationalize our goals based on the outcome rather than critically looking at what it will take to bring the dream to fruition.  I dropped 40k back in 2012.  I bounced around war machine and FOW with a smattering of magic after that—hoping against hope that I could find that lost mantle of competitive play—the perfect alchemy of fight, friendship, and fun.  The seed did not grow.  All my attempts were thwarted.
              Stores closed; leagues ended; jobs changed; and the empty recreational hole in my life remained unfilled.  Then last year GW brought out a new edition.  Desperate for a competitive outlet, I researched my prospects and found an undiscovered local 40k community, a worthy army, and a painter/assembler to take my cash.  That was all it took to drop me back into GW’s clutches.  To their credit, they’ve embraced their customers, built a great rule set, and really turned the company around.  I dropped my tax return into an adeptus custodes army, shipped it to a painter ‘R’ recommended, and started listening to podcasts.  I was going to do it!  I was going to triumphantly reenter the arena after 7 long years.  I was finally going to step into the squared circle again.
              Then reality started to pick away at my carefully constructed dreams.  Further inquiries revealed that the local store only took event registration through face book—a company I swore off using years ago.  I got the custodes back and they were shattered—requiring a return to the assembler and a significant re-build.  Some of that was due to a bad packing job but most of it was due to far more delicate design than I had been led to believe.  I got the rebuilt models back last week.  After a solid re-working, 30% of the figures were broken or damaged despite the use of magnets, custom cut foam, and an excellent packing job.  I looked at a couple thousand dollars in parts and labor, hundreds of hours of research, a dream long denied and wondered how I got to this point.  All my problems could have been avoided if I had researched more.  If I had stepped back and really done my homework, I could have saved myself 9 months of disappointment let alone the material costs.
              First, let’s talk about what I need to play any wargame competitively in open play.  I’m blind so my needs are similar to most players’ requirements but very particular in some aspects.
·       I need a game with quality accessible rules that I can practice and consume.  This means I need a rule system I like, that is available in an accessible electronic format (usually PDF or word), and an update/FAQ vector that is also accessible.
·       My models need to be able to take some ruff handling in transport and on the table—preferably with as little conversion as possible.  Since I can’t see, I interact with the game on a purely tactile level.  Easily broken bits, week joints, and poorly balanced models are guaranteed to suffer constant mishaps as I move them around and find them through the course of setting up, playing, and putting them in the case again.
·       I need a somewhat local gaming community that I can regularly access for games and league/scenario play.  That community needs to be friendly enough that my particular issues are not a deal breaker.
·       If the game requires it, I need a dependable painter/assembler that fits my budget and grasps my particular needs (strong assembly and affordable fee structure holding the top spots in that list.)
·        I have to have a competitive format that is forgiving of my fumble-fingered play.  War machine in its current form (steam roller…masters…etc.…) is a good example of a game I’d love to play but that is too unforgiving in its precision.
·       I have to be able to use a model roster of manageable size—usually 50 models or less.  This keeps the variables and turn length down to a workable complexity. 

A close reading of those requirements shows my needs have not changed over the years.  What has changed are my standards and my access to certain resources—especially local painters/assemblers and a regular gaming group.  As I have gotten older, I have grown to want the best in life such as a professional paint job, quality opponents, and a place to fit in—a community to join if you will.  I want to be able to relive my glory days with ‘R’ and the crew traveling over the weekend to kick ass and take names or nurse my wounds over an adult beverage.
That last bit is the most important.  I want to be part of a community of friends where I am a member in good standing.  I want that sense of fraternity and camaraderie back.  I think in this instance I let those hopes and dreams push me to a rushed decision.  I am not lonely—far from it.  I have fewer close friends than I used to though.  I have changed; our friends have changed; and our friends’ group has evolved as careers and family units have reconfigured themselves.  I used to game every week—in person—at least twice.  I used to spend at least 2 hours a day talking about gaming or actively researching game related material when I couldn’t actually sling card stock or put little dudes on the table.  At one time it was 40k.  Then it was dragon storm.  Then it was dragon dice.  Gaming used to be my social outlet, my creative wellspring, and my reaffirmation…and then it wasn’t.  People moved.  My work schedule changed.  A couple of my usual compatriots just cut ties without notice.  All of the sudden gaming was a once or twice a month kind of thing.  My circle of friends got smaller—better—but smaller.
              How does that song go?  “don’t it always seem to go; you don’t know what you’ve got till it’s gone.”  Yeh, that feels about right.
              After a couple days moping around the house brooding, I see where the mischief happened.  I predicated my happiness on other people and material things over which I had no control.  I valued competitive play over social interaction and a creative outlet.  While the lesson was expensive in terms of time and money, I think I got off easy.  I am going to seek out some gaming and creative outlets that are not dependent on others.  I have been looking at doing a podcast for a while.  I have been thinking about running an online gaming group using the dungeon world system.  These are within my power.  These are things I can do on my own terms.  I am going to stop thinking about the way things were and start focusing on how I can make better use of the way things are. 

Sunday, May 26, 2019

Frost Grave-The stars are wrong


              Several weeks ago, WMTG and I hit the gaming table for the first scenario in the sells word mini-campaign of the frost grave folio.  Fresh off the hunt for the golem, the stars are wrong promised some interesting challenges.

              As per usual, we set up on a three by three board covered in WMTG’s excellent 3d printed terrain.  This board was packed with line of sight blocking pieces save for the epic tower in the center of the far-left side which had sight to most of the board if you got up to the top.  Per usual, we set up our treasure tokens.  Not per usual, I set up an uneven distribution—with one side’s tokens in the clear and the other in difficult terrain.  This made the choice of sides more important—especially for WMTG who has fewer movement tricks than I do.  I won the roll for sides and picked the easier treasure side with the tower—all according to plan.
              Next, we set up 6 pillars; one on each of our starting sides and two on the other non-deployment edges.  We would roll off at the beginning of each turn and if the odds were against us, a +3 bolt of energy would hit everything between those 2 pillars.  Also, we secretly chose a school of magic our opponent couldn’t use for this game.  I chose illusion because screw teleport.  WMTG chose enchanter because he hates telekinesis.  Spoiler, I chose poorly.  Let’s just say I hate the stupid shield spell—a lot—really—a lot.
              Right off the bat on turn one a bolt zapped lots of my soldiers including my apprentice knocking him down to 3 health.  I leaped my wizard to the top of the tower and my ranged elements started climbing up the back of the building.  The apothecary healed the apprentice to 8 and the apprentice leaped a bear off to the right.  My fortune hunters went after the treasures—making good use of the open board edge lanes I created in token placement.  WMTG ran the entire enemy list at my front lines using the edges of buildings to cut off line of sight angles from above.
              After that, we ran the best game of frost grave I have ever played.  WMTG had a problem.  By turn 2 my entire ranged cadre, including my wizard with a +5-bone dart spell, was standing on the top tower levels.  I had or was about to have control of all my treasure and my bears were running the city in search of easy targets.  I used one of my figures to backstop the other 2 ranged models and my wizard had his back to a wall so push wasn’t an option. I also had a problem in that WMTG’s troops—especially the wizard—were really good in melee—as in I wanted no part of that fight.  My problems got worse when shield went up on the opposing wizard and apprentice.
              What followed was an epic battle between an entrenched defense and a mobile assault element.  I shot or killed 5 of the opposing warband—two of which came from my wizard’s bone darts.  One kill came when a ranger won a combat with an infantryman and pushed him off the edge of a landing where he fell to his death.  WMTG forced me further and further back as I lost troops to treasure scoring and to delaying tactics.  The enemy did for both my bears in single combat at which point I abandoned the field as I was about to be over-run by elite close quarters fighters.
              The game ended on a far more technical level than our previous games as we delayed moving our last treasure off the board on the chance that we might score more kills or grab an extra treasure from the opponent.  I think we used every rule in the base book this game squeezing every advantage from the scenario.
              I ended with 320 XP—70 for spells, 150 for treasure, 80 for two soldier kills, and 20 for the energy bolts.  My wizard’s bear is down for a game (hopefully I can summon a new one at the beginning of the next session.)  I earned 180 gold, a Grimoire of Possess, and a Grimoire of Planar Tear—which is just enough to not get me another spell—though possess is really tempting.  I used my 3 levels to boost health, lower the casting cost of bone dart to 8, and lower heel’s cost to 11.  That leaves me with 462 gold and a decent toolbox for the next game.
              I found that while defensive tools are nice, my forces thrive on aggressive long-range attrition.  If WMTG continues with this full-bore melee plan, I’m going to have to start using beauty more often.  Also, I need to look at ways to cast more spells and generate more resources.  Assuming we stick with this campaign plan, I have 8 more games with this character.  I feel like I’ve held my own lately but WMTG’s overall resource engine is better than mine between his base, absorb knowledge, and the ability to brew potions.

Saturday, April 6, 2019

Round 2 of the grave "Fight!"


              Recently WMTG and I finished up the 3-part Hunt for The Golem mission for frost grave.  Both of us had planned our moves and built our warbands well in advance of the game so this was a final showdown between our design philosophies.
              The last mission “In the House of the Golem” featured standard treasure placement, a centrally placed golem, and a random golem move post deployment.  If one of us killed the golem with a magical attack, it had the potential to explode.  The board looked like a ruined city with little city blocks of ruined terrain blocking line-of-site to board edges and such.  There were several other variables in the scenario description that did not come into play—which is one of the reasons I’m interested to add random monster roles to our future games.
              The first 2 turns played pretty normally with our runners grabbing our treasure and moving toward the board edge.  I made two mini castles with my casters each with a marksman for priority ranged support.  I sent my ranger and animal companions off to the right to work on killing the golem and running down one of WMTG’s treasure carriers.  Finally, I used my apothecary to hold one of the treasures after he healed my apprentice so my combat troops were free to run the board.  My wizard gunned down one of WMTG’s warband with a well-placed bone dart spell earning an extra 40 experience.
              The rest of the game saw us splitting our remaining forces to try and force the other player off the board in search of a 50-experience scenario reward.  My crew got into a huge fight with the golem, WMTG’s apprentice, and an infantryman.  I managed to bring down the golem with a lucky ranger shot using the magical bow from last game.  I rained down ranged death at WMTG’s troops to little affect.  No matter how well I rolled it seemed like the opposing roles were higher.  I think I strategically dominated the battlefield but WMTG ended up pushing me back forcing me to end the game prematurely lest I risk my casters in direct combat.  My long-shot run for one of his treasure carriers fell flat leaving me with 2 troops down, 3 treasures collected, and 8 spells cast.
              I netted 270 experience, 250 gold, a grimoire of reveal death, and potions of strength, teleport, and elixir of life.  I chose to sell off all my loot including my magic bow netting me an additional 475 gold for a total of 782gp in the bank.  I spent my 3 upgrades on maxing out my fight, adding more health, and learning enchant weapon which cost me 500gp.  This leaves me with 282gp on tap and a reasonable toolbox for future games.  Both of my downed soldiers came back with no injuries so I lucked out there.
              This game was more aggressive than past scenarios largely because we were trying to push the other player to end the game prematurely.  It changed the feel of many of the smaller decisions making it more interactive than the first two runs.  Today we take another run at the grave.  I cannot wait to see how this plays out!

Friday, March 8, 2019

Starting the Frost Grave Folio, The hunt for the golem


              There are some games that pull you in like a good B movie.  You know they aren’t polished gold but you just can’t help coming back for more.  That’s frost grave—reasonably well written—simple enough to play quickly—and a resource management mechanic which gets me every time.  A couple days ago WMTG and I kicked off our inaugural 2019 gaming season with a fresh new campaign working through the 15 adventures in the frost grave folio.

              Building starting warbands is its own minigame.  I agonize over how to spend my cash, what spells to pick, whether I want to focus on meta mechanics, and how to put my own spin on things.  I feel a compulsion to try something new with every warband just so I can feel like each iteration is unique unto itself.  This time I went for a less physically aggressive witch build focusing on board control.  My starting lineup was an apprentice and wizard with staves and the following spell list:
              POISON DART, FOG, ANIMAL COMPANION, TELEKINESIS, LEAP, BONE DART, BEAUTY, and HEAL
This gave me a variety of ways to control the board, mess with movement, block line of sight, and get out of sticky situations.  I learned last campaign that wizards always want a cheap magical ranged attack to pick off opposing warband members hence bone dart.  I’ve learned to pick spells with reasonable casting requirements (preferably 10 or less) because the higher the target number the more health you are going to spend to bring the noise on average.  I wanted to keep my spell casters out of combat so I focused my resources on boosting my warband.  My starting roster was 2 thugs, 2 thieves, 2 war dogs, a marksman, and an apothecary.  Apothecaries are essentially a free healing potion every game which means they pay for themselves in 2 deployments.  I like having that potion around in case I have to empower a spell early on.  I love marksmen.  Pop them up on a building or covering key territory and they don’t have to move.  They have an outstanding ranged presence on a body with excellent defensive stats.  This means they are pretty hard to kill while projecting threat.  The dogs are just place holders till I get my animal companion spells off.  The thugs are warm bodies for combat and blocking.  The thieves are for grabbing treasure.

Game 1 of the hunt for the golem—the attack sight:
              The board was pretty standard with a huge central tower and random ruins evenly covering the rest of the table.  WMTG did 3d printing magic to create a wonderful selection of home-grown terrain which always makes me feel smug even though I didn’t do anything to put it there.  We placed 5 tokens each which when revealed could become up to 6 treasure, 1 survivor, 1 golem notes, and 2 zombies (randomly rolled upon an attempt to pick them up.)

              This game when very quickly.  I got off one of my animal companion spells netting me a bear replacing one of the war dogs.  WMTG got an initial hot run grabbing 3 treasure and the golem notes.  However, I was able to bully the board with my larger warband and managed to take out 2 soldiers while resuscitating the survivor and grabbing the three remaining treasures.  One of WMTG’s infantrymen killed a thug which was totally acceptable all things considered.  I ended up with the golem notes and command of the board for a total of 280exp and 3 treasure.  That netted me 250gp and grimoires of time walk, planes walk, and undead control (none of which I particularly wanted.)  I took an inn as my base and spent my 2 level upgrades on fight and HP.  I spent all my gold on 3 treasure hunters and a discounted thug for 10gp due to rescuing the survivor.  That left me with a warband built from 1 bear, 3 treasure hunters, a marksman, an apothecary, 2 thugs, and a war dog.

Game 2 of the hunt for the golem—Field Research:
              WMTG picked up absorb knowledge and a laboratory base which left me a little concerned.  That plus reveal secrets was a strong economic engine.  The opposing ground game featured shield to armor casters and a couple 2-handed weapon users.  Teleport gave good reach.  It’s easy to look at my warband and my offensive capacity and think I had the upper hand but I think WMTG was well-placed to outpace my wizard if I wasn’t careful—especially since many of those spells were designed to take out my models for a turn or 2 like petrify.  We both glommed on to the value of +2 damage weapons which means the game is a lot more lethal than it has been previously.  That means I have to think about which models I want to throw out as blockers because one infantryman assisted strike can put my troops down.  It means I’m having to team up more often which leaves me covering less ground than I’d like.
              This board featured a central square with a “Golem” represented by Lego Thanos for the fucking win.  The terrain did not offer many chances for elevation or heavy line of sight blocks.  In addition to the normal treasure, we had goals to hit the golem with a non-damaging spell, get our wizard close, engage it in combat, and get one of our soldiers close to it—all without killing the golem.  If the golem died, we got no experience and the mini adventure ended.
              I started off by successfully bringing in my apprentice’s animal companion (another bear.)  This game went off the rails right from the beginning.  By turn 2 my marksman managed to 1-shot WMTG’s apprentice because crossbow.  We were throwing random models all over the board in an attempt to draw the golem’s attention to less valuable (i.e. easily replaced) models while key pieces grabbed treasure and got the extra mission experience.  Thanos got pushed toward me while I blocked line of sight using fog.  I managed to hit Thanos with poison dart seriously limiting his output.
              The game ended with WMTG leaving the field after getting half the treasure and both of us earning all the bonuses.  I ended up with 250 experience which gave me 3 more levels.  The treasure rolls netted me 260gp, grimoires of invisibility and crumble, and a bow of +2 damage.  I spent 5gp to upgrade my base with carrier pigeons so that all my future soldiers cost 1gp less.  I spent 99gp on a second marksman and another 99gp on a ranger so I could do something with the magic bow—leaving me with 57unspent gold.  I upgraded fight and health again and spent my final upgrade to reduce bone dart’s casting cost to 9.  This left me with 9 soldiers comprising 2 marksmen, 1 ranger, 1 apothecary, 3 treasure hunters, and 2 animal companions.

Post session thoughts:
1.       It took a bit of work to get back into the swing of things.  WMTG had to gently prompt me a couple times because I’ve played so many miniature wargames at this point that turn order and certain rules get crossed in my head.  That being said, it amazes me how clean this rule set is and how most often a misunderstanding is due to my own error and nothing on the designer’s part.  The strategic and tactical elements combine in subtle ways to make the game self-balancing in interesting ways.
2.       This session proved to me that where possible I’m going to use the google assistant to roll my dice.  At first, I felt bad because I wasn’t using my braille dice but more and more, I like the energy surrounding a role that both of us learn about at the same time in the same way.  It feels honest and freeing in a way that I haven’t felt in a long time what with having other people read my dice for years.  Also, Google’s luck is way better than mine and it makes the die rolling noise.
3.       I find it interesting that both of our first moves were to pimp our warbands to the highest level.  When I started my first campaign my driving instinct was to pump up my wizard with magic gear.  Now I’d rather just have competent help that lets me address problems in different ways.  I’m only on game 2 and I’ve already maxed out all my warband slots with top-flight minions.  I feel like I powered up because buying crap for squishy characters doesn’t actually help sometimes because you’re just making them a bigger target.
4.       I enjoy the way scenario requirements make competition challenging and different every time.  Wizards who focus too much on a single mechanic or spell will find themselves in trouble sooner rather than later.  I feel like this game lets WMTG and I put our decades of gaming experience to use solving complex strategic problems as our initiative ebbs and flows separate from our board control.  It gives the experience a spice that is lacking in some legacy games like blood bowl—especially as the season gets on towards the end.
5.       There is a pacing to scenario play that I have only recently come to appreciate.  The game ends when someone doesn’t have any more models on the board or all the treasure has been moved off a board edge.  This means that while I have a better ranged game, WMTG actually controls my window of opportunity.  Since 2 of my soldiers can’t carry treasure, I have to mix it up quickly if I want to keep even.  Although we didn’t do it this time, I am going to suggest we try the random monster rules after the third and final mission of this pack.  I want to see if it changes how we approach our deployment and strategy.
6.       I need to read the rules—again—paying attention this time.  The excellent rum is no excuse.
7.       I really really love being able to use random miniatures.  This time I went with a plastic bag full of pre-painted minis from magic the gathering the board game and its expansion.  It is so nice not to have to glue my guys back together again or worry if one falls off a building.  My wizard and apprentice even have little spells coming off their hands.

The next game is slotted for early on March 16th.  My dream is to finish the last game of this pack and finish the next pack for 4 games total but road to hell and all that…Frost grave scratches lots of itches—the need for a stimulating competitive game—my love of resource management—my love of story gaming—but best of all it’s a judgement-free place to talk, drink, and renew a friendship I wish I had more time to enjoy.  At 42, I know my time miniature gaming won’t last for ever but while it lasts, I’m loving having the disposable income, friends, and opportunity to make the most of this excellent product.